my_lovely_life____haha

Well...........I believe I'm leaving

I think I'm going home today! YAY! Well I was going to wait till tues b/c I didn't want my friend to be up here by himself for sooo looong, but I'm feeling the need to leave today. I'm all by myself feeling lonely and depressed with nothing to do. I know that if I go home I will have lots to do and no time to feel sad or depressed. Cory left for LA today and Brent took him to the airport and then ventured to Rock Hill leaving me by myself all day. Not that I can't be by myself or I need them around all the time, but I find myself wondering why not just leave now. You don't have to work, you'll have more time to spend with your friends and family.... and why lay around all day and be sad when you can go see friendly faces and familiar things??????? I really don't want to leave Brent up here by himself, but he's not here today.... and tomorrow he won't be by himself but... I'll leave tues. So in actualality I'm only helping him out by a day. B/c I have no idea when he is coming back today. ummmmm I'm pondering this idea. It will be a while before I actually leave I need to shower pack and clean up.

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Oh yeah since I'm going to The BIG Rock Thrill I most likely wont be on the internet. I'll take my lap top, but I can't get on the internet at my house b/c they switched to a cable modem. And the desktop they just bought is crazy... I thinks it's very sick....a virus. Oh well!
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I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A HAPPY HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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PLEASE COMMENT ON IF YOU THINK I SHOULD LEAVE OR NOT! I'LL BE HERE PACKING AND SUCH.....I'M NOT SURE IF I'LL LEAVE YET!

posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 11:51 AM