crying
i HATE being a girl... this sucks. I'm crying now but not over school... about things i can't do anything about.
I can't stand not having something controlable.
I got a HORRIBLE HORRILE HAIRCUT..... JUST AWFUL
-my, mom, dad and grandma are going to BE SO MAD& SHOCKED when i see them next weekend
- i don't want to hear the horrible comments that are going to made about me
-I'm still wishing on someone elses star... well (i never use the word wishing but only in that one sentence)
things are only getting worse... it never seems to get better (i want someone tell me everything is ok... that i will be alright)
things are just so HOPELESS.... HORRIBLE HOPELESS
HOPELESS IS MY MIDDLE NAME
i'll never have anything i want
I'm sooooo sick of not knowing what i'm going to do when i grow up, not having anything i'm good at, not having something i'm passionate about, and not being good enough
nothing is changing
I've NEVER been good enough... and never will be not for anything or anyone
not to metion the fact that I've gained soooo much weight since I moved and to top it all off I got this ridiculously stupid haircut
I want to be positive but... i try to be positive.... but it just doesn't happen
4 Comments:
hair cut isnt bad.
promise.
I'm sure your hairs just fine too
*huggles*
I'm sure it's not bad...unless it's a mullet. If it's a mullet, it's bad. Sorry if you got a mullet.
Nope i don't have a mullet! thanks!
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