!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life sucks!
I hate being a girl! right now I am being a stupid girl but that happens sometimes. Girls have these weird stupid emotions.....that REALLY SUCK!
I feel really....umm I don't know how to describe it, but it sucks!
You always get what you ask for. You really think you want something.....but then when you finally get it....it really isn't what you wanted at all. I have learned this lesson the hard way too many times now! I HATE IT!
well this song kind of descibes my feeling....
and i still feel the same
i know it's hopeless
when i look to the sky
and the stars spell out your name
i know it's hopeless
amnesia, really need ya
i wanna lose my mind
in a place that i won't find
forgetting is hard
when you're the only one
that made things easy
you're the only one that eases me
i remember the times
when my shoulder held your head
and i would wonder
how did they finds
such a perfect fit
oh how i wondered
(i never wanted to take you home)
amnesia, really need ya
i wanna lose my mind
in a place that i won't find
so call me now
you know that you want to
i need to hear your voice
to talk me back into existence
I've decided that umm.... that this whole problem I have.....well I decided not to think about it any more. I need to get over it! Yeah it's kind of a stupid girl thing....so I shouldn't do it since I'm not a stupid girl! This won't kill me! I will live. This problem will still be here...but I will just ignore it b/c there is nothing I can do about! Nothing I can change!
well......BUBBLE UPDATE: NONEXISTENT!.....YEAP IT'S GONE! (not really but I need to move on, although....as stated before it is a never ending cycle)
this is bad.... I almost miss Josh Nessmiller.....Oh HELL NO! I should never feel this sad.....so sad that I want to talk to his punk, lying, ass! OH DEAR.....I hope I haven't fell in to that deep of a hole! NOPE.....I CAN'T miss talking to him! FORGET I EVEN SAID IT! I DON'T!
Counting stars wishing I was okay
Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to Counting stars again
Hey, I'll take this day by day by day
Under the covers I'm okay I guess
Life's too short and I feel small
~Sugarcult~
"My Eyes Burn"
My eyes burn from these tears
You'd think I'd learn over these years
Good things won't last forever
So what the hell am I suppose to do
You only wanted the things I couldn't give to you
And you had it all anyway
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment
I take back everything i've said
You wore those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway
Sometimes I feel I could drop off the face of the earth
It seems I do more harm than good
And I don't know if it's worth me loosing sleep over this
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
Tell me I'm wrong when I say it
I can't expect you to spend forever with me
I live for that single moment
So take take everything and leave me scrambling
Reaching for something that wasn't there in the first place
~Matchbook Romance~
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 11:01 PM
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