not being able to sleep + being sad and depressed= a list
-drew...... Ha ha Yeah right That was never going to happen
-Johnathan.... oh dear..... yeah That wasn't going to happen either
-Jake... well I was smart enough to know he didn't like me... he just wanted some
-Josh N.... well pretty much the closest thing yet... but he was in love with my friend and doesn't even know who I am now (jack ass)
-Ronnie... well I knew in the back of my mind it wasn't going to last.... 1 maybe 2 weeks... then after prom sometime later.... uh nothing happened there
-Ryan... yeah maybe should've pursued that a little more... but yeah it never happened
-Brian... shit.... I was just really drunk.. & he was desperate.. nothing else said there
-Brandon... he was really drunk, I was really lonely, 2 mistakes and in 1 week tisk tisk
-The guy from K B Toys(I don't remember his name)... yeah that lasted a week. It was going no where mutual on both ends
-Josh G... HUHHH well that lasted maybe a month... he just quit calling , fell off the face of the earth... I don't even know if still he exists. that's what i get for letting my guard down.... i think I was better the way I was.. ((Not giving any guy the time of day for fear of getting hurt))
UMMMMM ..... as far as I can tell there's something wrong here....... (ME).
Oh dear not that many people read this or anyone cares.... but it helps to get this all out
I can't sleep and this is what came about b/c of it!
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 1:56 AM
2 Comments:
hey I read it and care
sure I'm a little odd but I'm somebody!!
...kinda
^_^
thanks...seriously you have no idea how much that means to me. Thanks soooo much!
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