"SIGH" ..... things in Rock Hill have changed so much. It's sooooo sad. :*( It really makes me sad. I don't really think anyone else here cares but I do. I knew leaving would change things but not this much.
Today one of the days I was looking forward too soooooo much....was SHIT. Ummm so yeah it's 8:50 on a friday night and here I sit alone and sad. What is this. I knew things would change... and I'm not scared of change... but I'm losing sight in the point of coming home.(besides family.. and a few friends... but hey since this is rock hill.. theres nothing to do... so why bother) one day in one another's company shall suffice from now on.
I'm really beginning to realize that I will always be alone... i see it coming. Not that I don't have some really great friends... but with nothing to do we find ourselves not doing anything, so therefore we don't hang out... and when we do it's to do nothing...so yes one day every once in a while shall suffice.
I feel I'm wasting my youth away. Going to bed at 7 to 9 pm sucks major ass... I'm 18 years old and have the life of a my 76 year old grandma... except she find things to do when she's with her friends.
my 14 year old brother has more of a life than me I SUCK BIG TIME
Oh well. This is bringing me to tears.....I know that things happen for a reason.....
but "sigh"I thought I would never say this but I'm ready to go back to school... at least it takes up my time.
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 9:08 PM
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how about taking up video gaming or surfing the interweb for funny stuff...
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>_>
it works for me ^_^
THANKS GUYS! The advice is very helpful!
it's a little bit early but oh well...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
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update darnit!!
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