my_lovely_life____haha

july 14th

so I guess I'll be growing up in a month.
full time job... kid = over.
the money will be so nice
but i'll begin to lose my friends i'm afraid.
i'll be the only full time worker & all my friends will be college students with part time jobs.
i'll get off work at 9pm they'll be getting off work to study or already be out.
:(

I'm used to making friends from school & work & my friends' friends
well at work... it will be all "adults" married ppl & older people
well at school... i won't be at school to meet kids my age
well with my friends... i wont being seeing them & they'll make new friends

it's sad yet true.

i've experienced it already.
i never see like the 3 friends I don't live with.
the only one that makes an effort to see me is dana.

i don't want to grow up with out my friends.

i hate sitting in this house being bored.
i'm tired of going "shopping" everyday too.

the only place i go is the mall area
or to my grandmas.... and then we go to the mall area.

i miss having a social life.
i love living here.
it's greatest... really.
besides danville this has been my happiest living arrangement. <3

& things in my life are going so well right now,
& you can't have good things without bad.
i know that.

i just want to be sure I live my life while i have it.
it would be a lot easier if i had money to go out and do things.

soon I'll have things to do.
i'll be able to call old friends & hang out
going to monroe will be a more frequent thing.

i have to have a good out look.

i just know i'm about to go through a huge change in my life.

am i ready?

?yes?

i am.

i should enjoy my free time & resting.... b/c soon it will happen spairingly

posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 12:00 AM