wow... complicated
so apparently my dad is sick?
I'm losing everything i have or pushing it away.
I honestly suck at life.
everyone thinks I'm doing just fine and making something with my life.
my goals are internet and cable in place where i can afford to live & with out bugs.
what a goal.
why do they all have to be sick?
i need them... I'm too scared to tell them.
b/c apparently i'm they're hope.
my mom says I'm the only thing she right,
if she could actually see me i think I would be letting her down.
i'm nothing to be proud of.
yeah sure there's people out there that are way worse off..
but for the fortune and opportunities i've been given
i sure haven't used them.
i'm sorry.
to everyone.
i lie to my family and push them away.
then to top it off someone else finds something in me
and what do i do?
just ruin it.
just not care.
i feel so mean
but i can't help it... it's not how i feel.
please tell me this is the part in my life where i start to out things back together.
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 1:27 AM
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