say what you wanna say...it's kind of funny I'm not listening anyway
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
What the fucking hell is this.
Make fun of me to my face, say you don't know me, talk about me to your friends...(I know this b/c they say sarcastic as shit remarks [that they know nothing about])... and you expect me to go out to a club or bar with you (when that's not my cup of tea)! NO SORRY! I THINK NOT
I really hate the fact that I can't do anything... not one thing with out there being some deep, secret meaning behind it.
I can't do something b/c I feel like it, b/c I want too, OR b/c that's something I would do.
Every thing I do revolves around "being scene", Brent, having sex/ being a whore, b/c someone told me or seduced me to do it, or I'm just PLAIN stupid.
I apparently moved... and became a completely DIFFERENT person. Sure I've matured some...living by yourself, paying bills, and going to college can do that to you sometimes.
(( Ummmm who would have thought))
-I went from being a lesbian to a whore. WHICH I WAS NOT AND STILL AM NOT EITHER
-I got more stupid
-I decided to "become scene"
-I started listening to different music... and this music influences me too much.
-I started blowing money
- And decided I can only like people that listen to the music I do. And people that don't arent cool and I feel as if they are beneath me.
[[[The six above statements are FALSE..... BUT they are taken for truth in this LOVELY town they call ROCK HILL.]]]
*****I find myself less likely to come back to this place every time I come back*****
I wonder why come... sure I will on occasions, to see certain ppl and such... but the rest of these (for lack of a better word... fucktards) can kiss it.
BECAUSE I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT WHAT THEY THINK. If they have nothing better to do that sit around and talk about me, and make up things... then that's their own sorry lives w/ nothing to do.
:.:. As before stated my new attitude is WHO CARES & LIVE FOR TODAY AND WORRY ABOUT TOMORROW WHEN IT COMES .:.:
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 1:11 AM
1 Comments:
Was a little confused, but got most of it. Except the sex part, but I think I get the over-all mood you're experencing.
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