confused & torn
I'm torn between who I am, who I want to be, & someone completely different.
I don't know what to do.
there's a guareented job, with more money, and 40hrs
but i want to leave
i'm just know getting my social life back in place
but i want to leave
now i want to get know you more
but i'm already leaving
but then again.... none of those seem right
but i don't want to live here
but I DON'T know why I want to live in charlotte
and now all my plans & backplans are failing
back to the semi orginal?
idk
seems like lately most of my decisions have be bad ones
so what makes leaving the right one
or what makes charlotte the right one
what makes not going to school the right one
i think i'd give anything to go back to school
but
i think i'll appreciate it more if i wait
but everyone says i won't go back
I WILL
idk
idk
idk
then again i don't know what i want to be. i have an idea & means to make it work & i think i have the drive... but then again it's kinda of something not expected of me... but I it would help... but then i can't believe i came up with this idea.
i starve to be good at something.
i'd kill to be great.... if i tried i know i could
but what?
i need a push in some direction
a little guidence
help?
maybe a new idea
and for some reason.....
i really feel the need to get to know you better
why?
idk
why now?
it made me smile
i haven't felt like this in well years.... since i was 18 or so.
wow
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 12:29 PM
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