july 27th school
i'm tired of having all this time to just sit around and think.
i started thinking about school.
& about how scared i am that everyone might me right.
that i won't go back
no b/c i don't want too
but
b/c I can't make up my mind what to take.
i can't narrow it down.
I'm really bummed.
I went to York Tech today... I want to go to school.
i needed time off to realize how important school.
i realize.
school is so important to me.
i keep pretending to me excited about not having homework, but i think i do it to hide the fact that i dying to go back.
I am excited not to be so stressed. & making good money.
but also... I want to figure out what I want to do with myself.
I'm so scared that I didn't figure it out the 4 years in high school & i didn't figure it out the 2 years at PCC so what makes me think I'll figure it out in the next year?
POISITIVITY.
RIGHT?
YES!
i just have quit worrying and let things happen.
i think if i didn't have all this extra time on my hands I wouldn't worry.
everything works out
everything happens for a reason.
I'll figure it out when I'm supposed too.
PS
computers drive me batty but iphoto doesn't really matter. no bigger. i'll deal.
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 10:21 PM
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