Wednesday, January 12, 2005

chancie=slow kid

I really think I should update about happy things. I promise I will try harder to do that. Well I'm the slow kid in another class. I cried the whole time I was in design class and the whole ride home... that's close to 3 hours. wow. Gosh. I hate feeling slow, hate it that soooo many people think that horrible (untrue) things about me, I hate that I'm never good enough, I hate that I feel this lonely all the time, i hate feeling 2 opposite emotions at the same time, I hate that I want something so much I can taste it and It's right here but I know i can't have it..... and on & on oh dear.....



sorry to rant

2 Comments:

At 4:32 AM, Blogger Squish said...

rantage is fun!! I'll always be listening but some fun happy stuff would be nice every now and then too

maybe sprinkle some rantage with a dash of fun happiness!
^_^

 
At 2:23 PM, Blogger pink_blackbutterfly said...

thanks! I'll post a happy one next

 

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