my_lovely_life____haha

sept 29

it would be so nice to feel like someone cared the slightest bit.


i'd give anything to cuddle right now.
oh well.

anything to make me not care.

doomed to a life of addictions.

so separate from everyone.


not one person understands.

humans were the worst thing that evolution came up with.

we only want what we can't have.
then when we get it we realized the most appealing part was the fact it wasn't ours.

posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 10:56 PM 0 comments

sept 19

i'm like the biggest loser ever.
really.

i'm so happy & things are really great,
but
leave it to me to just find all the bad.

sigh.

i really suck at many life skills.
i lack somethings... not quite sure what they are.

wish someone was here to understand.
i don't share... most people could never understand.

be happy with what you have.
not sad over what you can't

posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 12:35 AM 0 comments

sept.12

all i want right now is a hug.

just to be told everything will be okay.

posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 8:18 PM 0 comments

being drunk is a great feeling.

it's so nice, to not care
to not worry
to not think
to just enjoy what was happening right then.

too bad it's not like that all the time.

i'm lonely.
i want someone to talk to.

family = blah

& i have like 3 friends i actually like 100%.
the only one i feel like can completely talk to is dana. i don't want to bother my friends
& i'm so glad i live with the other two.

sigh.
if only i could keep myself busy.... so i wouldn't think

posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 6:08 PM 0 comments