woow it took me so long to lonng in here.
brent h9 ^ corey w are out side smokeing. fun stuff
it' preetty much lame i live for this
i'm too drunk to walk tinkh or function.
it's fun.
don;t get me wrong fn as shit.
but i'm so lame.
no life goals
no school
i work ata fucking mortgage comapy
lame lame lame
i'm stuck at citi forever.
what am i going to do when i live alone
odh dear.
i really want to go to greenboro.
i will so get high.
something that would eeb nice right now
when i qestion my santity.
i'm pathectic sad lame.
i'm glad no one reads this.
:(
i wonder what i think aboyut this wehn i read it.
i know what i need right now.
wow
it's be so nice.
not going to happen
lonely
sighh
jan 24th again
wow.... the only time i blog on here is when i'm lonely haha.
lame.
jan 24th
it seems like all i used to worry about was tomorrow.
next year.
my future.
now that i've looked past that, not worrying about how the rest of my life will go.
i constantly think about the past everything.
everything.
all the time my past replays in my mind.
over & over
last year
highschool
bff's
enemies
memories
family
is this a regular everything thing?
when ppl are by themselves & have time to think are they... constantly remember 2 months ago, 6 months ago, 1 year, high school, prom, graduation, old jobs, old friends.
all the time.... that's all i think about.
i feel like i should live for today/tomorrow/ direct future... an hour away... the weekend
make goals.
idk
i'm not complaining.... things are pretty good.
just curious if i'm abnormally remember things or if most ppl do this?
jan 16 2007
i felt like posting.. but reading my most recent entries... would pretty much sum it all up.
you'd think i was constantly lonely.
lol
not true.
i'm getting old.
but i've reached the height... the end.
there's nothing left.
school, then a job.
i did that... now what?
