I'M IN THE DEVIL'S THROAT!!!! OMG SOMEONE RESCUE ME AND BRENT........WE ARE TRAPPED IN THE DEVIL'S THROAT! FOR THIS REASON EXACTLLY IS WHY WE ARE BUILDING OUR OWN LAB AT HOME!!!!!!!! THE 2 WORDS DEAT LAB MAKE ME HAVE SEIZURES.....THEREFORE THOSE WORDS ARE NOT IN MY VOCABULARY AND SHOULD NOT BE SPOKEN IN MY PRECENCE!
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hahahahahahaheheheheheheheheheheheheheh I'M NOT AT SCHOOL!!!!! AND I SHOULD BE!!! LOL I'M SUPPOSED TO BE IN READING.........I'M NOT!!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA I DIDN'T GO!!!!! LOL THAT'S ALL I WANTED TO SAY!
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I cried my self to sleep last night. I just yearn for this comfort that just don't find here. I never had it Rock Hill either, but I was surrounded by so many people that loved and cared for me that they always kept me smiling. And when I did feel down they cheered me up.... I never had the chance to feel this way. I'm not saying being here is horrible either....I HAVE SO MUCH FUN WITH BRENT AND CORY. They keep me laughing constantly. The feeling of being LONELY is just killing me. I just kept telling myself one day I will be Happy and this feeling of being LONELINESS won't be haunting me.
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 11:00 AM
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well....... I'm still lonely! I should be sleeping b/c I have the great BRIGHT LEAF HOE DOWN to go to in the morning! wow I can't wait! I just know it's going to be disappointing! but oh well it's something different besides going to wal- mart! I never thought Rock Hill was such a great place until I moved here! Living by yourself super- D -duper sucks ass! I REALLY HATE BEING ALONE! and as I have stated before it scares me! This apartment is way tooooo quiet! it's quite depressing! I used to think living on your own would be awesome but as I have found out apparently not! Yeah it's cool b/c you can do what ever you want, the cool parties we have but it still doesn't mean it doesn't have it's down falls! I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo lonely! I want to have someone to hold.....this apartment is so empty and cold! YEAH I HAVE TWO GREAT FRIENDS THAT LIVE NEXT DOOR! but i'm still lonely when I come home to my cold, quiet, lonely apartment to go to sleep in my lonely empty bed...... just to wake up so I can do it all over again! I really want someone to hold and cuddle with. oh dear! It looks as if I'm going to have deal with this loneliness some how!
I'M SO LONELY!
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WELL .... after some thinking and chatting with an old friend last night.... I'm curious!
after reviewing my past experiences why am I only good enough for people when they are drunk? It has always been like that my whole entire life! I'm cool as a friend when you're sober but then after someone is tipsy I am good enough to be more than a friend! Well this is really bothering me! and the few ppl that have liked me drunk or sober have just dropped off the face of the earth ( won't call me and I never see them again) WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??? I know I fat but I'm not the most UGLY person on earth! WHAT IS IT? WHAT IS SOOOOOOOO TERRIBLY WRONG WITH ME THAT NO ONE LIKES ME? I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TOLD I WON'T GET MARRIED......WHY????? I HATE BEING ALONE! THAT IS MY BIGGEST FEAR! and being in Virginia and living by myself has made me realize that I really don't want to be alone for the rest of my life! but it seems that I will! Oh dear!
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ALL CUBES ARE THE DEVIL! AND STRAIGHT LINES ARE THE DEVIL! AND THE DEVIL SENT RULERS HERE TO TEASE ME!!!!!!
I found out last night that I'm not MENTALLY CAPABLE of drawing a CUBE in 1 point perspective! I spent the whole Design class period trying to draw a CUBE! And I can't draw a STRAIGHT LINE with a RULER or a STRAIGHT LINE under it! entire cow!
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Right now I'm talking to PIRATE KELMEL! boy so i miss her!!!!!!
ANYWAYS JENNI DON'T BE SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! ILOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I will see you soon ! I promise!
I MISS ELTON JOHN TOO!!!!!!! I gotta down load that song! and get your picture on here!
SHANNON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY COW SHANNON IS IN THE RH!!!! AND I'M NOT THERE!
ON another note!
DEAT sucks more and more everyday!!!
The more our teacher talks the more I don't want to do this!
She expects us to spend just as much time in the deat lab outside of class as we do in class!
and she said it should be like that for all our other classes. Holy cow i think not!
10 hrs of DEAT , 10 hrs of HTML, 10 hrs of EDITING, 10 hrs of reading, 10 hrs of DESIGN
GOOD F**KING GOOBADIES THAT'S ALOT OF TIME AT SCHOOL FOR 1 WEEK!!!!
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wow! I'm in reading! lol sounds like fun huh! lol We have lots of work to do but guess what i'm done and we have an 1 hr left of class...... AND WE HAD A SUB! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES it's so much better than that crazy lady who doesn't have her damn ducks in a row!!!!!!
And were fixing to get out early!!!!! fun fun except but I have no where to go and no time to go where I can go....... so I'm stuck at the lovely place of PCC!!!! lol! hehe hehahaha !
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HTML DRIVES ME CRAZY! ME AND TECHNOLOGY DO NOT AND I MEAN DO NOT GET ALONG!!!!!!!!!
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 4:09 PM
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Well,..... this weekend was full of problems and lots of fun!!!!!!!!!! My mom is crazy! (I'm not going to get into that ...... the story is way too long) Anyways...... Well I seen the Big Bounce it was good! It was my BIRTHDAY.... or at least that what people thought! lol b/c I worn a
Happy Birthday crown
around rock hill and everyone told me happy birthday! lol I went and hung out with Ashley and
Elton John
at Hair Cuttery where Ashley works. LOL
Elton John
is quite the funny person! lol Brandy has a very funny voice mail message lol I mean Elton John does! Anyways I had lots of fun with
Brenton Russell Pafford (JE)
this weekend! lol Well...
Kellie
I raided your closet! lol
I hope you don't mind.
..... (I'll give it all back in OCT! OK) I have a beautiful bracelet (well maybe it was a necklace i think you made it when you were little) I have a pair of your shoes, a pin that says I'M THUMBODY! lol AND I got a
CARE BEAR
t-shirt! LOL.
ANYWAYS....... we had fun sat. night! lol Except for the broken lamp! oop's Don's bad! I tried to beat up
Elton John!
lol
Elton John
is very homophobic to be
Elton John
! Of course
BRP
sang Ashley Simpson! I've been working on my
dance moves
for the club! lol
BRP
is teaching me! lol I bet you guys can't wait to see those! I got to see
Heather Heather Doggett
! She is so AWESOME! I love
HEATHER
! I can't wait till she comes back to VA!!!!!!! We (Brenton Russell Pafford (JE), the real Brenton Russell Pafford, Elton John (BM), Don, Mike, Heather Heather Doggett, Cory Cory Doggett, and Michael.... (not matstertate but Brents friend) all had lots of fun!!!!!!!! LoL! When Elton John has his/her pictures developed..... you can so bet i will have a lovely picture of him/her on here! lol I CAN'T WAIT TILL THEN!!!!!!!
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Well...... I'm bored. Yap. Cory Cory Doggett the Pirate Spider Killer is soooooooooooo hilarious! He is so funny! He took out 4 spiders last night! LOL anyways..... Brenton Russell Pafford has become quite the handyman around his apartment. lol Hopefully the bathroom will not fall into the kitchen!.........
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 1:02 PM
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well i'm stitting in my hurricane tracking class.... opp's i mean reading! woooo hoooo right! so much fun......oh wait i take all the fun out of it anyways!
I found solace last night it helped me with a troubling subject!
SOLACE is one of my vacabulary words! but i really did find solace last night it really did help me with a subject that has been troubling me for a while!
posted by pink_blackbutterfly @ 1:08 PM
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Hey! I had on my brusters shirt today so...... I had to put a picture of you guys on here because I really miss everyone at Brusters. Hopefully I wil see everyone this weekend! Except forPirate KelMel!!!! :(
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Hey!
well, this is my lst one! cool huh! I was really bored and couldn't sleep so i got on the internet and well....... this is what happened! i made my blog! my html class has made me more interested in web...... so i thought i'd do this!
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well..... i'm bored......so thought i'd make another while learning how to use this! so here's a pic of a Bruster's waffle cone! ummmm looks yummy huh! cherry vanilla!!!! boy do i miss brusters.
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This is my lovely journal that will tell you about my lovely life! ha ha ha!
I am the Captain of Pirate KelMel's LITE BRITE Ship! I am Jenni Emhof's AKA Brenton Russell Pafford's best friend! Brandy McDaniel AKA Concreka is my best friend. I am Corey White's AKA Corita's BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD! I moved to VA to go college here. I like to text message my friends it's what gets me through the school day. I'm learning to cook. I eat cherry frosted pop tarts everyday for breakfast. I think most girls ARE STUPID. I live by myself in a cold lonely apartment, but I have 2 really GREAT friends that live next door, who let me watch cable (since I don't have cable). I like to visit "Idaho" which in this case is a state of mind caused by outside sources. hehe (hope you get the drift)
